like a rock

feeling better now. goof made it his duty to escort me to the clinic after we were done with the bysi people.

actually he did all the talking with the bysi management over the phone while i just stood around in the shop, looking apologetic like it was him who wanted to pursue the matter. hah the classic damsel in distress. he was smooth, charming and professional. in moments when i would have backed down and gone home in disgrace, he stood his ground and never let up. the $50 note came back to me in 10 minutes. boy was i impressed. is it a wonder why he wins most of the time when we fight.

if i were a heartbeat away from swooning, the accompaniment to the clinic did the trick. all this after a tiring day of classes and a morning swim with little sleep the night before. he is superman alright. ok i'm gonna remember all these things the next time i get mad at him over small stuff. :)

it's already the second week of school and i'm still nua-ing because i'm still pretty bummed out by the fact that i had to drop nm2221 to take on a totally unprepared-for js3213. if i had realised my mistake earlier, i could have/don't mind dropping nm2221 to take understanding the universe with goof! my timetable is all screwed as well. promised my dad there'll be no more morning lessons (cos it's impossible to wake me up and i get super cranky) but js3213 has 10am friday lectures. and i can't s/u that stupid module. arrrggggghhh. i don't know how long i'm gonna stay in this rut. to say that it's turning out to be a bad sem is an understatement. i feel so... unmotivated.

and i just filed for graduation too. it seemed so final.

and i know that it's a wonderful world
but i can't feel it right now,
i thought i was doing well but i just want to cry now,
well i know that it's a wonderful world from the sky down to the sea,
but i can only see when you're here,
here with me.