next up, dec 3

to say that my first paper tanked is an understatement
though weili and i did our fair share of whining afterwards
i'm not too affected
i'm just happy that it's over
can you believe it
you know how hung up i can get over stuff like this for days on end

suffice to say i'm glad my deadlines are all over
albeit at a snail pace which got my lecturer all kinds of twitchy
i really feel bad but can't muster any gusto to drive myself
this sem started out well but somehow collapsed near the end
gin, this the last-sem syndrome yes?

and my mood has been... lackadaisical at best.
would much rather play with pipi or do online shopping
i guess goof's sensing it and ain't too pleased.
i don't know... i'm just ready for a new chapter.

whatever will be will be
second upper or not.

but then again, would i look back 10 years from now and sigh in regret?

had teochew porridge supper with weili
and had tons of laughs with his usual wisecracks and bitchy comments
love love love hanging out with him. :)

emceed at goof's sister's wedding on sat with him
and it went a-ok
basically cos i was more composed this time round,
noone was actually paying any attention to us
and the food was damn shiok.
but the self-centered me did feel left out and neglected
and lashed out at goof towards the end for no rhyme nor reason
i guess the fatigue from the entire wedding affair didn't help

we've made up but i feel bad for making him feel bad
so now i really miss him, blading and sashimi.