i am more than just a little upset.
i thought if i try my best, maybe then i will be good enough.
but right now it seems like no matter how hard i try, how much i slog, how many late nights i ot, i'll never be good enough.
and i'm damn near sick of sacrificing my personal life, trying to please and ensure i don't fall off the corporate rungs.

i'm tired. the white towel is in my hands.
i should stop seeking external validation on my self-worth. period.

and because of work, i missed out on our 5-year anniversary.
i know you appeared like it's ok but i hate myself for it.
nvm, there's still the weekend to make up for it.