*muses

haven't been blogging
cos there's really nothing to say

sadly my hols haven't been quite the blast
as i'd expected
missing joyce quite a bit
need that someone whom i can ring and be ready in a flash
to go shopping grab a bite catch a movie
on the go spontaneous on the whim
that used to be alex/joyce's job
til he got called up by ns to do his part as a patriotic sg male
now i can only find him on weekends
but everyone else seems to be grabbing his free time too
joyce won't be back from cambodia til xmas
and that sucks.

hate planning, pre-calls to make sure ppl turn up
it saps your energy and most probably when it's done,
your mood to do whatever has already gone
things would be so much easier
if people are free all the time
to do stuff on the spur of the moment

just because.

and why am i still up at 3 am
when i have to be at harbourfront
7 hours later? argh