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to all currently examing friends:
i know it seems like all's bleak and lost now
but don't give up hope.
what's most impt you've given it your best shot.
even if it's last minute.
even if it's damn slacker of you and you know it.
cos results shouldn't be everything.
and you're already atoning for it
cos you're feeling so horrendously guilty.
there's always a next sem.
and sometimes,
you really need to fall so hard
then only will you learn
to climb out of the shithole you threw yourself into.
i've been through hell and back in tj. rmb?
few can claim to have gone through worse tribulation than me.
it's not and NEVER will be the end of the world.
we've still got our health, a warm roof over our heads,
incredible loved ones, our i-can't-survive-without-it hps.
there are worse predicaments to be stuck in.
just mug better next time.
we're not retards. we CAN do it loh.

number of days left til mum comes home to a pigsty: 1 :)
woohoo, and i'll even personally escort you, mum.

the dustbins are left uncleared for days.

dad just throws the clean laundry into our closets.

the house's all creaking silent and dark by 11.30 pm

the club21 neighbours iron kent's uniform.

the loo's ran out of toilet paper.

mopping's a neglected chore that everyone choses to ignore.

how dare we fail to realise how important you really are.

23 april pl1101e
25 april js1101e
26 april js2216
3 may sc2215 + en2113

at long last, some space to breathe.
you're the reason i'm smiling through the gloom and doom.