needy

aunt rubes always make me feel extra needy
it calls for
lots lots of fussing
warm water bananas chocs and
plenty of goof's warm loving squishy hugs! :(

my craves have been gnawing at me
banmian.
swedish meatballs.
pepperlunch.
for good measure,
one should throw in a couple crystaljade xiaolongbaos
oooh, and waffles.
topped with macadamia nut icecream.
marche mushroom soup.

joining goof's family for midautumn steamboat this sun
been to many of their dinners
but somehow this feels different
something chinese in me insists on bringing something
goof doesn't seem too keen on mooncakes
a decent box cost a bomb anyway
so i decided on... a pomelo. (thanks xian for the brainstorm. lol)
since he loves it too.
though i'd look mighty ridiculous lugging one *wince*
i'm nervous abt this dinner.
nervous enough to comtemplate giving it a miss.
don't get me wrong
they're a sweet boisterous bunch
argghhhhhh i'm just crazy
i don't know how to say it.
i hope i don't break a bowl
scald somebody
accidentally poison the stock with detergent
anything that borders on disastrous.
to screw up.
i can be such a klutz.
hmmmm.
my plan's to just stick close to goof lah. -smirks-

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only
My only one