anxiety attack

i've been such an emotional wreck today
tormented with guilt abt not finishing the essay
despite staying up most of last night at ling's scribbling away
while i was so jealous that she slept like a baby :)
yep kinda kept a vigil over her while hammering my essay
one funny moment when she suddenly uttered a "huh!"
which startled the crap out of me. lol
ok i digressed.
so my spirits and morale were really low
not to mention incredibly shagged
then later upon hearing goof's voice over the phone
and realising my hopes of surprising him was dashed
since he was in sch mugging
while i'm over at his place
i got all teary cos i miss him so much.
at the void deck sumore.
real glam huh.
essays can turn me into such a crackpot.

i hate going on msn these days
every moniker is abt mugging mugging
how many more days to go
how many chapters to read through
i say enough already
if all this mugging doesn't drive you nuts
hurray good for you
but the least you could do is stop stressing others.

i miss you miss you miss you
i need you to hold me hug me kiss me
and tell me everything's gonna be over soon.
these damned things.