liar

i'm angry because you pacify me like a kid and i hate it
i'm angry because you knew i was pissed yet you didn't hold me back and ask
i'm angry because you knew i was gonna cry and did nothing
i'm angry because i was alone on the train, doing my darnest not to let tears fall
i'm angry because you forget half the things i said
i'm angry because i know you would leave me to cool off rather than pester
i'm angry because you laugh important issues off like they don't matter
i'm angry because you apologise like you don't mean it
i'm angry because you act like i don't matter to you sometimes
i'm angry because you don't do impulsive romantic stuff to surprise me
i'm angry this has to fucking happen in the midst of exams
i'm angry because you don't know why the hell i'm so pissed
i'm angry because you matter so much to me.