:)))

so goof's birthday came and went.

it was simple, it was rowdy, it was hilarious. his sis instructed the baker to inscribe "forever handsome" on the cake instead of the usual (boring) "happy birthday". i thought it was so cute and apt i couldn't stop laughing when i first heard.

bogged down with lots of assignments this weekend again as deadlines loom in the week ahead. well you just have to bite the bullet and face it head-on. somehow i'm still pretty chirpy and all. i'm not sure why but i'd bet my dollar on the midterm break (yay!) and well, me and goof. we're really happy right now.

can't really describe the feeling except that it's bordering on being utterly, completely blissed-out. i'm sated with so much nirvanic joy and contentment it's amazing i'm not levitating yet. haha. anyway, when it comes to me, all's right with the world as long as we're ok. from my initial emotional baggage of unsure nerves and impulsive tendencies to being at such ease and comfort with him, we've come a long way. never thought i'd be able to bare the ugliest depths of my soul and he to listen, without judgment or assumptions, always with a steady shoulder, reassuring backrubs, a stupid joke that tops everything off and turns my sobs into gibberish hiccups.

with him, there's no reason to celebrate valentine's when every single day feels like one.