update

the past week or so has been a rough one.

i got fantastic grades which turned out to be the bane of my heartache and troubles as it got me reconsidering my options. after wavering back and forth and pissing everyone off with my indecisiveness, i've finally decided for good.

i'm staying on for hons.

withdrew from graduation on monday and presently working at clementi sim with alex and goof. nope, sph still hasn't called me and i'm too spineless to call back but i'm not pining much hopes on it anymore (since i'm continuing with my studies and can always reapply).

i'm still a little bruised ard the edges, feeling slightly hesitant and uncertain over many things. hence the lack of posts during this period, sorry guys.

academically, i'm settled - knowing i've to slog my guts out for the next 3 semesters and might have to be satisfied with a second lower if i fail to pull my cap up. -crosses fingers- but i know i'd have fun too, learning cool stuff with a great bunch of friends and lecturers in cnm.

well i'm not that lucky, love-wise. we're ok, yet not. suffice to say, we're a work in progress alright.

yep there goes my little update. glad that joyce's back and soon xian too! haha. won't feel so friendless anymore. :)