knee some tlc

i never thought it'd happen but i fell while blading at pasir ris park today.

scrapped my left knee pretty bad and there is now a deep, angry gash surrounded by a zillion of cuts. fell into a sneaky puddle of wet sand while trying to avoid a huge stick strewn across the track. shaky skills, 8-month blading sabbatical and the unfamiliar bumpy-like-hell terrain didn't help.

i just hope it won't leave a scar and hurt too much when i jog. it probably will :( nearly screamed in the shower just now. still hesitant to take up mum's offer of disinfectant. -shudders-

goof was pretty upset at my fall and i got upset with him for being upset about it. it's like, hello i'm the one who fell ain't it, not you so stop scowling. apparently a fat trickle of blood was oozing as i tried blading back to the chalet. i was alerted to it only when two aunties walked past with a startled cry in hokkien, "wah, you see bleeding until like that."

goof disappeared and came back with a bottle of water from godknowswhere to clean it up. still scowling. ended up walking barefoot back in the most unglam fashion possible.

apart from that and the fact that i really HATE for my knees to hurt during jogging cos things are already as bad as they can be when i'm running, i'm ok. really. it's impossible to whine to goof when all he will do is chide me so i'm doing it here.

i still hate running. but i simply love the post-run, floating feeling coupled with jelly legs and a zoned-out mind. it brings good sleep too. but the best thing has got to be that my tummy is shrinking! we're currently doing 3 km but we're looking to maintain at 4 km.

enjoyed hanging out with goof's friends -hongkai/lester/alvin- tonight at xueping's 21st bday party. there's absolutely no pressure to maintain small talk since the guys are naturally full of cock so i'm usually just listening and laughing away. it's fun :) hope the girl likes the stuff i got her on the behalf of six guys. in any case, i reckon mine'd still be better than all their shopping efforts combined. ooh and lester lost a ton of weight at uk! so skinny now, got cheekbones leh. haha. but i think i still prefer him with more meat on.