regret

i got a bit sad while viewing jialin's commencement photos
and i suppose that i will always feel that way
abt missing this year's cnm convo.

these were the people i stayed up with for countless nights
we laughed, and whined, and cried, and gossiped, and shared
the camaraderie we had however brief is precious

can't believe i wasn't there for them on the most momentous day of their nus life

how many promises must i break
before i finally keep them?