la dee dum

no biannual timetable to plan
no more fretting over which modules to take
no longer a prisoner of the cors bidding schedule
i log onto ivle and realise there's nothing much i can access now
i've become an unceremonious castoff of nus

that feeling is strangely indescribable and unsettling
having so much unlimited free time it's almost scary
as much as i love to laze in bed, bum around and shop (online)
there comes a time when you simply cannot bear having nothing to do
i suspect mine's coming soon.

meeting old friends and catching up is fun
but at the same time it's a glaring reminder of one's own idleness
"oh what have you been up to?"
"i just graduated, looking for a job now."
fullstop - hopefully, a temporary one.

i need a sense of purpose.