2 more years to 30

now that's a frightening thought. which begets the even more frightening one: what have i been doing with my life? 

a close friend recently wrote, "life is short, be happy." i need to take the first step to make things better for myself. and pray that everything else will then fall into place. 

it may take a long time and i may not even like it eventually. but at least i've moved. right?