you were once, everything

from avril lavigne...

you were everything, everything that I wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it
and all of our memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

two of my dearest friends
whom i once held in high regard and bestowed starry-eyed status upon
fell from grace today
it makes me sick to the gut
to imagine you smooching some other nameless girl
well guys, this song's for you.

apparently the hokkien mee i had for lunch yesterday
and the fried rice dinner didn't go too well together
felt queasy straight after and until now
when i woke up at 8 am, i'm still feeling pukish
plus having second day of auntie rubes to boot
with the multitude of depressing vibes surrounding me
i'm not ready to face the world just yet.

i'm such a mess right now.