pathetic

man can't believe it
even june can tell i'm down and out - listless.
i was accompanying her for lunch
and hey i was already trying to sound cheery!
oh this sucks.
i'm such a lousy actress.
no wonder joyce says she can read me like a book.
how much more transparent can i possibly get?

my eyes glance furtively at the hp
even when it just beeps to lock.
sheesh.