if i could just

just had a shrieking row with bro over the pc.
hey he's been like dota-ing since forever?
it's abt time for my turn
and helloo, it's already 3-bloody-AM!
i swear no one has a more repugnant sibling than mine.

i got so mad i started crying in my room afterwards.
and i cried,
and i cried,
and i cried.
for maybe like, a full 5 mins.

guess it's just the accumulation of the
scary hawparvilla aftermath-fatigue
fluctuating emotional upheavals of late
awful pangs of missing you
and hell, aunt rubes.

feel tons better now after sobbing my guts out.

went jobhunting with wen today
she seems damn satisfied with waitressing at ichibanboshi.
though the initial pay is prob worth less than peanuts.
for me, i'm not so sure.
but i know i'm desperate for cold hard cash.
so it's that for now until something better turns up.

snagged a vampy red cheongsam for xiaohui at chinatown
a necessary prop for our group's uc frightnight.
was fun hanging out with the group.
sherman looks cool with his hair down flat.
john made me scream at hpv...
creeping up on me from behind
and doing that darthvadar breathing! humph.
lester just makes me laugh.
dajie is reassuring and calm - great for a leader.
poor lyd is sick.
xiaohui is sweet.
june is gregarious and funny
and jane was just kinda quiet.
(save for the screamy moment)

bumped into xian there during debrief
which made me really happy.
yesh i did miss you like crrrazy girl! :)
now, will you sponsor my tankini?
hahha.

the statues are macabre and ominous-looking.
i clung onto xiaohui, holding her hand.
les was nice to not abandon me
lighting up mosquito coils and all.
anyway we were all bloodbanks for the mosquitoes.

results out later at 1100hrs.