i'm mad tadada

i hate myself for lying. for saying "it's ok no big deal" when actually, it means a great deal to me. i'm constantly left perplexed by how little things can matter so much to girls. hell, i'm guilty of that too, now. but what the hell. that was uttered impulsively to smooth the stilted conversation but i didn't expect you to go ahead and believe it. and i have just made myself madder cos now you think everything is ok, when it is bloody NOT.

nice work, jane.

but hey, isn't your boyfriend supposed to understand what's left unsaid? maybe they get confused easily by mixed signals. really, guys can be so inane - taking things at pointblank. well it won't kill to read further, probe deeper ya know. maybe lesbians have an easier time.

audioassault: garbage #1 crush