restless

i'm so bloody frustrated. i do not want to be anywhere near my shakespeare notes. i just wanna whack the paper for two hours and then leave. i miss you so goddamn much it's sickening. and i (need to want to have to) believe you miss me like crazy too but when you go "but it's the exams leh!", it just ain't that convincing dear. fann looks damn gorgeous on the 8days cover - i'm in lust with that $700 d&g bra too. hell, it's gonna be a long ride to 4 may. and shuddup to everyone who says it will pass like a breeze. i know it eventually will, but right now it feels like infinity and beyond.