a whirling cesspool

am pretty much a no-lifer ever since uni started.

i don't...
+ lazily browse thru racks and racks of mags at kino
+ SHOP. at all (ok, save for the occasional window)
+ paint my nails!
+ or even buff them. sigh indeed they're in such ruthless neglect.
+ have any major crushes. period.
+ have a clue to the latest zara/mango/topshop collection (!!!)
+ feel so hip anymore
+ know what to blog.

instead, i have...
+ blemished skin
+ weird sleeping hours
+ gone back to biting my nails (can't help it, all that reading...)
+ an incessant urge to tear my lecture notes into shreds
+ pretty much accustomed myself to being alone most of the time.
+ read through most of my notes... no easy feat! *cheers*
+ compelled myself to be nice. and friendly. to everyone (esp cute guys! *lol)
+ become a couch potato

my only luxury over the weekend? 2 hours of non-stop soccer action
everything else cease to exist
except to savour the enthralling display of skills
as ron cajoled, coaxed the ball to match his blistering pace
the accurate long volleys, intelligent passings from the roaring midfield
defensive heinze's effective tackles, graceful and swift
anticipation
of that wondrous moment when chances turn into goals as the sacred white line is crossed... and the ball slams into the back of the net, spinning
celebratory whoops, hugs, piggybacks, slapping on backs
bruising of inflated egos and the indignant male pride
sparking off the temporal flare of rage
the quintessential spitting moments
brash, unbridled outpouring of raw emotions from the players, fans, manager

nothing comes between me and my mufc

xian/wen/edna/emmo - i miss you guys... LOADS!!!

object of desire

lindsay lohan carried this to sch in meangirls
and i've loved it ever since.

louis vuitton pochette accessoires in monogram multicolore canvas
in collaboration with takashi murakami

absolutely to die for :)

gonna own this before i hit 25.

i've realised

sweetness does not equate to boyfriend material.

sirius bbq

it's official - i loathe that obvious red zit on my chin.

out you go.
time to unleash my deadly weapon - darlie.

i'm normally rather lenient towards pimple outbreaks.
give it a couple of days to ruin my usually flawless complexion
they'll be happy to return the favour
and vanish in a couple of days

but this one...
is a stubborn vi-zit-or who has outlived its stay
my patience reached its limits
when it made several guest appearances in my sirius bbq photos.
damn you.

but enuff gross talk abt my zit
the sirius bbq was a blast
food was good and sufficient
chicken fillets wings satay stingray prawns sausages
had a crazy time shrieking at the noisy sparklers
and lighting/burning up the eerie-looking lanterns
the d4 was damn funny
esp lester!
he's so cute :)
hahaa.

ended the night with marc/joyce/chin/me sneaking icecubes
into the backs of one another's shirts
while wanling and dajie looked on with amusement.

shika!

ok seems like everyone knows abt my shika crush
even shika himself!
hahhaa

arghhh
strangely i'm just faintly embarrassed

maybe because
there's someone else.

oops :)

ps. can't wait to go for my very first pedicure later! *grins

everyone, hail the arrival of the MITDTERM BREAK *cheers*

sighting!

found my desired thin pink leather belt at rafflescity mango
was previously sold out at the taka branch
making me sad for the whole weekend
damn i'm tempted to get it now
redeemable for 25 bucks

alas!
it comes only in one size - m
though i can belt it fine round my hips (phew!)
it's a tad short

there's another design i like
i's elastic, hotpink with a few shiny metal bits
but it's a whopping $39/=!
for a belt?
and it's not even leather.
plus metal dulls in time.
might as well get a white rhinestone studded one.
no no no.

should i should i??!

argh should start hunting for alternatives.

ppl, know any great place for funky belts? tag me!

dkjfhawiua

argh even printing can get me so stressed
shuhua's here with me at as7
she's doing serious "prelab assignment" work
while i'm blogging
ahh, the contrast!

sheesh
midterm break get your sorry ass down here
NOW
run time run

it's crazy that barely 2 months ago
i was so bored with slacking
i couldn't wait for sch to start
now that it has
i can't wait to slack again

the irony of it all.

hahaa~

i've never laughed so much while blading before
i mean it's just the two of us
and already he's more than enough for me to handle!
hahaa

the day started off bad
dark clouds gathered and rained
totally spoiling my mood
was apologising profusely to alex
since he was "forced" to come along
and his uniform left hung out to dry
was drenched in the tropical downpour
all because of me and my silly little wants

sought shelter and food in the jap diner
and our moods lifted considerably
cheered by his spastic antics (dropped a lemon slice into his miso soup)
and the bright sunshine outside! yay

took plenty of silly shots
along the way
like two freaking tourists!
hahaha
he fell, startling me
bladed on his fingers (*yelps!)
then i screamed and fell too
collapsed into a laughing heap
right smack in the middle of the lane

oh man was damn hilarious
his fingers bled a little
and i felt soo bad
though he kept saying it's ok
oh well.
i comforted myself with the thought
he must have been through worse in army

yeps this weekend's been pretty fun
did my laps and blading
i'm a satisfied girl :)

all ready to face the start of a new week
with more work/presentations/assignments/readings
and the looming midterm break/sirius bbq/bizcombash
plus, to cope with the loss of 6 very close f.r.i.e.n.d.s
sigh!

tired. happily

did so much work this week
blake lit presentation
soci presentation
read diary of a napoleonic foot soldier (dead boring)
lit essay
watched danton (terrific 1982 film on the french revolution)

sleep pattern over the past few days
was more warped than usual
i'd take a nap from 8-10 pm
then stay up to work til 6 am
and wake up ard 10 am for school
totally crazy
then i'd be exhausted and snappish
when night draws near
so beware.
mum and dad have been bearing the brunt of my mini hysterics.
ever so patiently.
kudos!

hmm yeah
feeling very satisfied with myself indeed :)

decided to reward myself
with blading and swimming over the weekend
yay!

really really miss blading
and i'm getting fat from all that lounging ard
facing the computer all day long
rotting my ass in lectures
sinful cheese prata(s) dinner with chin
all that fat accumulation
in my gluteus maximus
bad bad bad

gonna blade til my legs give way
paralysed with fatigue
wheeeeeeeee

ah! what to do

made a complete ass of myself
during my blake presentation at lit tut today
was damn nervous and yakking away incoherently
stating my points haphazardly
was quite pissed at myself for that
cos i thought my research was topnotch
and it got me smitten with ah! sun-flower
i doubt anyone took any notes down
hahhaa

still ms anne said it was "well done with intertextuality"
hope she wasn't just being patronising
oh so tempted to do sunflower for my lit essay
argh somebody slap me right now

arthur yap's kilograms looks promising

when 2 fat persons get together
the occasion is nearly always one
of creamcakes & verbalism.
the verbalism is on dieting.
creamcakes, an extension of the tongue,
are there because: why not?

when 2 lean persons get together
the occasion is nearly always one
of verbalism & fat persons.
the verbalism is on anything.
the fat persons, expansively lean,
are there because: why not?

it made me laugh.
alas the amt of info online is almost nonexistent
gotta hit the books at central lib tmr
rise and shine
8 AM
my goodness.

thanks, j1ng!

6 gmail invites up for grabs.

showerings of lascivious temptations and blatant flattery are most welcome.

starting now :)

i'd rather go army

i'm SO stressed

that even nippon ken cutie fails to perk me up

and i'm stressed over how stressed i am

you vicious little cycle

nastie i hate you

lit presentation on tues

500 word lit essay due on thurs

soci presentation

soci assignment due mon

and the mountains of READINGS...!!!

i'm going crazy

and the worse thing is,

i feel so bloody alone in this whole shit.

no friends to mug with

complain abt the endless readings

aarrrghhhh

enough

gotta do my work.

huh?

seems like i'm always

steering towards a head-to-head collision

with ppl i find irritating/weird/plain uncool

first in geog tut

i was so eurgh-ed already

then later on in the jap students tour thingy

AARGHHHH

helps.

remind me to stay away from you.

you, are what scary things are made of

i'm not asking for much

why can't ppl just be... NORMAL??

for once

unpretentious

not uptight and prim like a freakin old maid

but overfriendliness is an absolute turnoff

btw i'm not pms-ing,

thank you very much

RAH!