all freaked out

WHOA.

just browsed thru my modules

yeah i got 'em all.

and it's terrible.

mindbogglingly scary.

chinese studies has everything i thought i had escaped from

like ancient tang poems in 4/5/6 liners

holy crap!

check out the titles i gotta read for lit

Sophocles Oedipus the King
Collins The Moonstone
Spark The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie
Blake Songs of Innocence and Experience (selections)
A selection of Singaporean poetry (8-10 poems)
Stoppard On the Razzle

i wasn't expecting no-frills readings from cosmopolitan or vogue

(ok actually i was!)

still a shock to the system nevertheless

guess i've gone rusty after all the bio/chem/math stuff in jc

gotta dig out my literary psyche hiding within the nethers of my brain!

european studies is a horror all by itself

thinking of dropping it already

and bid for something less... wordy.

like how to snag your crush/siberian1101e

"this module offers an exciting perspective into the mentality of (insert crush's name).

his weird traits and spectacular quirks.

this course is recommended for all siberian fanatics

wishing to be more proficient in siberianspeak."

just kidding

there's no such module.

really.

-

my only morsel of comfort is that

at least geog seems easier

and interesting too.

-

glad that i'm not in arts o week after all

need the extra time

to rewind, read up and gear myself up

pack my room

need the extra space to accomodate bludgeoning files and notes

i can already foresee that

-

soon i'll be an arts nerd

with grimy dull-looking nails, oily hair and bad acne

complete with dishevelled clothes

oh what a nightmare

rmb to still say hi to me yeah.

round 1c

 

woke up at 6 pm

thus began my bidding frenzy

which has only just ceased

phew.

good lord

was fretting over the phone consulting all my arts ppl

chinese studies/literature/european studies/sociology/geog

1101e

i hope i get 'em

 

feared the idea of my i hate poem

being posted into nasty oblivion

which explains my reluctance to blog these few days

 

well

looks like my affection for you is waning, my dear siberian

 

met sirius at suntec kenny rogers

faith/marc/xan/gen/ts/audrey/yp/rina/simin

joyce\chin\xiaohui\june\yumi\ginny\joseph\xavier\stanley

clubbed a little at centro last night

marc being his usual bossy self

dragging everyone to the dancefloor

wore birks there again and was refused entry

damn the door bitch

poor faith had to smuggle joyce's sandals out for me

hahaa

 

spent my last three days at nus

rotting my butt off with ailing listening to talks

the speaker for elit dept was interesting and funny

so was geog

but that's abt it

 

and i got booted out of arts o week

there was too many ppl and since i haven't paid up yet

i became one of the 200 rejectees

harrumph

screw them

shall blade the week away :)

 

 

hi! would you like to join

fass matric fair today felt like a check-out counter

major scrutiny overload

who's the prettiest/hunkiest

dressed in what

argh i don't need all this at 10 am

(didn't sleep the night, my bodyclock's all screwed)

torture really

and i wilt under all this staring

being self-conscious and all

SIGH

granted, a few were unmistakeably nerdy

 but the majority were not bad

armed with good fashion sense to boot

 

quite nice to see some of the union councillors ard

like xenus kc/sunshine rash/ron

and extremely comforting to see xan and simin esp

two familiar faces in a sea of strangers

 

i've kinda decided to be an arts nerd

sloppy jane

just mug and attend eca in boring clothes

like skating!

and i loathe to make new friends

i'm rather satisfied with this bunch i have now

thank you very much

bah they didn't apologise for the parent's particulars form

for being still conspicuously absent from nus website

LOUSY

 

 

a night to remember

sirius-adrena night cycling was damn FUN!
surprisingly xenus' guoyong was there too with a friend
as well as some kofos, psycho councillors
ahhaha nvm, more eye candy to feast on!
and xian, yeah he's still as spastic and boyboy as ever
but a gorgeous hunk remains a gorgeous hunk

met 830 at ecp mac
chin's crush was there too!
surprise surprise :)
crapped, slacked around
until we headed to the bike rental shop
which happened to be the exact same one
where my cristiano ronaldo lookalike works!
hmm, new spiky hairstyle looks cool on him

then we chose our bikes
and since i was having problems with mine
i got to talk to cristiano ronaldo more!
hahaa
was 10 plus when we finally set off

a peek into our itinery:
changi village for its famous nasi lemak and satay
the 3 chio baboks we were all gawking at
this empty dilapidated changi hospital

nestled atop a slope with absolutely NO streetlamps whatsoever
think fright night part II
me and chin screamed like mad
thank goodness this military guard prohibited us from entering
bedok blk 85 fengshan for bakchor mee and teh peng
geylang youtiao soyabean milk and xiaolongbao
this nice bridge at some quay
robertson or kallang
then we rode back to ecp
to catch the cloudy sunset

by then everyone was seh already

it was really thrilling
my first time cycling on roads
with fast cars whizzing past me
while i was praying silently the whole time
not to get killed by a drunk driver
cool cold constant breezes
and the beautiful night scenery
along changi airport
with the airplanes taking flight
chin dropped her stuff at the eerie hospital place
but luckily marc/sky/waycherng managed to retrieve it
our butts are all aching like crazy now
cycling upslope is sheer torture
thighs in searing agony
 oh and i fell twice

on the same wound

i know

everyone say it with me,

OUCH.

 

dajie calls me the accident-prone girl

sigh, since when did i take over wen's job?

he was the medic i/c

 and was really sweet when fussing over the wounds

 

met up with tjc mates for marina bbq before nightcycling

joyce/serene/alex/mel/florence/cheryl/tzekit/chanky/matt/joab/colin/jem

very fresh seafood

yum

too bad me and joyce have to go off early

or i'd have eaten like a pig

and tzekit mentioned that i'm slimmer now! yay :)

hahaaa

 

 

biatches and fugly sluts

 

caught meangirls with emmo today

and it's such a bloody good show!

not the blockbuster-hit-nice

but a succinct portrayal of just how BITCHY girls can get

when vying over gorgeous hunks and popularity

a stunning analysis of the female psyche

(man i made it sound like a documentary)

amusing, proud, selfish creatures

i love being a girl... hear me roar!

yo, catfights aren't termed as that for nothing.

meeeeow!

 

caught up with wen/xian/ling/emmo/edna

gosh feels like AGES since we last met

they are sooo important to me

been thru so much together

my numerous heartbreaks and endless silly crushes

they've seen/heard/grinned and bore it all

annoying whinings and petty grouses

ad nauseam

and they still stuck :)

 

right, anyway we went to 4 eating places

sunflower vegetarian for our saintly wen and feed-me edna

es teler 77 for meaty carnivores xian and me

ajisen ramen for foodlover emmo

and lastly, dessert at scotts basement

 

yakked, took pics, yakked somemore

then emmo and edna headed home first

while the four of us continued the chat

sitting on the stone bench along tangs

until this weird old man came and stared at us

for a looong time

which hastened our departure

 

babes, keep in touch still even in uni k?

love ya loads :)

you all mean the world to me

 

 

itsy bitsy teenie weenie yellow polka dot

 

jet - look what you've done

 

just acquired my first bikini today

*pops champagne*

white, $36 (u.p. $63!), topshop

along with a white tanktop and a basic black sleeveless tee

spent a bomb there with joyce/chin/sze/kar

but still adamant i probably won't wear it

ever!

maybe only as undies

great, jane...

that's a ludicrous price for undies

it might've as well been from victoria's secret

 

still staunch in my belief

that bikinis should be clad solely on great bods

while the rest of us should quit the notion of aspiring to be public eyesores

man i don't know

 the two meagre scraps of lycra look awfully gorgeous

and outrageously tempting

 

yeah ok i know

all those angmoh ladies flaunt their anatomical imperfections  

flabs, cellulite and all

in the skimpy two-piece

frying their impossibly pale asses scattered on our idyllic beaches

toasted a golden brown

and they seem so bloody at ease!

 

hah, i'd probably have the guts to parade around in it

at some secluded island resort

say phuket tioman or krabi

where i'm just one of many millions transcient tourists

who don't seem to have a clue what an eyesore they are

 

right it shall be stashed away in my cupboard

to serve as urgent motivation

in my zealous quest for

washboard abs, thinner thighs, toned arms

hopefully no smaller boobs, pls

 

meanwhile i shall just prance around in it

within the exclusive domain of my bathroom/bedroom

 

p.s ate at billybombers for the first time!

buffalo wings aren't wow

but i was too hungry to care

finished all 6 of them :)

best of all, the waiter forgot to charge it to the bill

so i got a free meal worth $11!

yay.

much to the envy of joyce/chin

who had yummy milkshakes

(that needed to be paid for.)

 

 

i hate

 

that you're always at the back of my mind

haunting relentlessly

refusing to let me go

in peace

 

to know that i'd be deliriously happy

just to snap a fleeting glimpse

of your infectious grin

and listen to your spastic jokes

 

that in the midst of dizzying confusion

adjusting, adapting

new school, old friends

you're all that i care about

 

to realise that at 2 am

when the world is silent, dead

the one thing i'm most bloody pissed

is that you're not online

 

but,

 i can never hate you

 

 

hope dangles on a string

bladed with joyce/chin yesterday

pigged at mac til 2 am

stayed at ecp yakking til 3+

went trigger-happy and took many narcissistic snapshots

got a pretty bad scolding from dad

and i feel bad

cos he apparently didn't sleep well later in the night

blading's really FUN

i'm hopelessly hooked

i LOVE it

it's almost like flying

i fell!

screaming all the way

hahah

now have this angry gash on my left knee

plus a huge blossoming purple bruise on my right

BAH

check out the beautiful calf muscles ecp bladers have

a great leg toner

i don't care... my boyfriend HAS to be a blader too!

(in addition to being a crazed manutd fan)

caught spiderman II with alex/joyce
damn good sequel
love the train sequence
maryjane's intense emerald gaze and her mock victorian accent
aunt meg
spiderman's swinging around buildings
what i'd give to be so carefree
wheeeeeeee!

indulged in pastamania's baked rice and banana pizza for dinner

real shiok
am going to order that (banana pizza!) again

tmr, blading!

can't wait :)

 

 

tumultuous

cool cool cool.

blogger now has fonts, colours and a whole lots more.... yippee!

can't wait to try everything out

but it's gonna be quite tedious.

 

dined at heeren marche with the boons yesterday

yuri.amanda.siow.wen.ruiying.shirley

food was yum!

rosti, softshell crab, pasta, pizza, hot/cold crepes, waffles

guess everyone changed.

change doesn't equal bad

but it does mean a certain amount of getting used to.

we're all still funny and wacky :)

and yesh, gorgeous!

if i do say so myself

*guffaws

 

shopped at zara later where we see siow

ever the anti-shopping queen

("waste of money only!")

buying copious amounts of *gasp, pretty clothes!

sigh.

it's good to see her having fashion sense and all

but it's like since when did everyone grow up on you!?

 i must be getting old

very resistant to changes!

 

and later went centro to meet up with the sirius ppl

joyce.chinswee.xan.gen.yp.jolene

the door bitch was truly doing a great job of being one.

raised her eyebrows at my birks and said

"i'm letting you in this time but no slippers allowed next time."

my birks are by no means mere slippers

$89.00

i rest my case.

 

was feeling apprehensive when i had to fork out $22 for entrance

when i missed the free entry period from 9-10 pm.

man, i was only 20 minutes late.

what, i have to pay to enter this shit place with poseurs and smokers?!

there goes my chance of acquiring a long and healthy lifespan.

and i think back with regret what $22 can get me at zara

(this pretty sports bra and nice blue knickers!)

luckily, the place wasn't as smoky as zouk

and it was fun chilling with them

fuss-free relaxed and very casual

sampled tequila pop

which i think it's quite nice and light

but was declared "no kick", according to joyce and chinswee.

 

 had a really long girls' chat with joyce and chinswee

traipsed along the singapore river

had late night supper at near joyce's place

roti prata with teh tarik

the ultimate supper sin

 then it started pouring heavily 

what a night.

 

 

going to a theatre near me

+ spiderman II
+ mean girls (our bitchy dress up theme!)
+ supersize me

i wanna watch them all
that'd be $25.50, pls

boo!

oh man, no funny baywatch... sigh.
guess we gotta wait for the unionball cd release.
argh
other than that oh so disappointing discovery
the rest were truly hilarious :)
i LOVE our skit
and phew i look ok in them too
except one!
ahahaha

i want more

just met up with my sirius campmates
yeah it was fun
though dinner was rushed
followed by a bloody depressing flick (brotherhood)
really it doesn't matter what we do
so long as we are together :)
*ahem ahem*

hahha ok headed down to zouk for its weekly wed mambo night
but didn't stay for it
was so bloody bothered by that smoke, smoke and...
have i mentioned smoke yet?
yes my hair and pretty clothes all stank
and i'm starting to panick for my lungs' oxygen-transport capability
seriously i could grow to love clubbing if it were/have
a) a non-smoking zone
b) zero butt gropers
c) fewer ppl trying so desperate to see and be seen.
all just screams LOSER! to me.

on a happier note,
just got all the videos/pics taken during camp
jampacked in 2 cds
courtesy of nice guy xanthus
hahah... eye candy galore!
plus endless repeats of sky's stupid baywatch moment :)
that ought to bring the house down

*scurries to kitchen for hot cocoa*

330 orchard

went out with alex today and he nearly killed me
twice over
each time on the road
guess he must be my nemesis
and he's pretty happy abt it, laughing and all
sick guy
haha

pigged out at taka coffee club with its revamped everything
nice
and yummy

just browsed around for his clothes
but nothing much came up
save for this zara shirt
that he didn't buy

and this concludes my highly uneventful but funny outing today

SIRIUS

like what the folks always say...
you'll only miss something when it's gone.

i miss
the "hungry sirius" cheer we always do before tucking in
the gorgeous eye candies milling around (in just tees and shorts!)
juicy gossips
our hilarious dragqueen mamas
sleeping at 5 and waking at bloody 7 (everyday)
RUNNING
endless rounds of cheering
heck i even miss the irritating ppl

all in all, sirius'04 union camp was damn fun.

oh man, can we do it all over again?

happy 19th bday smelly melly! :)

met up with mel/ruiying/yuri and realised that some things just don't change :)
really cool that we can still click and the frequency's just there.
laughing, giving each other the are-you-mad look before bursting into giggles, snapping kodak moments like crazy :)
went to the fareast diner where yuri's waitressing at.
still one hot babe! *grins
my dearies, so are the rest of ya k? so no biasedness there or anything yeah.
the fried ayam was damn shiok! according to rui and mel, noodles were yummy too.
you guys gotta try it.
definitely bringing my friends there next time :)

finally got my birks at wheelock and later under their evil insinuation blew another 50 bucks on a zara khaki denim skirt rui was going gaga over. damn nice! hahaa.

that's $140 in a day. ok my shopping spree has to stop somehow.
help!

good day
but i still miss my sirius ppl. badly.
give 'em back to me!

go away, will ya

beach boys - wouldn't it be nice

home from camp.
argh!
get out of my face you little swine.
don't stare at me with every chance you got
moving near and sneaking up on me.
STOP

it's horribly unnerving and stressful
and hello, i'm already pms-ing!
don't make me crankier than i already am.

sorry if i gave the wrong impression
but i certainly ain't interested.
AT ALL

so buzz off.

i need a good bath.
be back with details later.

sirius'04 freshie

just a quick shout before trooping off to union camp in 6 hours.
bag's about to burst.
but of course my entire room is in there.
seriously i didn't think you could pack so much for a 5D4N.
and i didn't even bring some of the said essentials
like small bag for sentosa, sunblock, brolly, blah.
i'm like forever the last to pack.
always the last minute traveller
bet xian/joyce/chin are all fast asleep.
i'll be too,
as soon as i bathe and trim my nails.
haha.

pretty excited abt this whole thing
i just hope i'd be feeling this good at the end of it.

cheerios and don't miss me or my entries too much, dearies.
you know who you are :)

:::in hiatus::: 6-10 july

forza, portugal!

euro'04 was a farce.
i stayed up for 5 friggin hours just to watch bloody greece win.
if greece had their way, the players would have lined up along the entire length of the goalmouth for whole 90 mins.
judging from the way they played.
dull, defensive football.
what a drag.
worse still, they had to win.
it all started to fall apart on me when the injured miguel had to be substituted by ferreira.
a terrible day when positive attacking football fell prey to negative defending play.

the greeks had no business raining on portugal's parade.
technically, the hosts were better.
entertainment-wise, the portuguese reigned.
and that counts a lot.
at 5 am in the morning.
they just didn't have the luck.

i wanted to give ron a hug when his face scrunched up, eyes watery.
goodbye to the golden generation.
thank you portugal for the exhilarating journey filled with many dramatic moments.

for me, you are the true euro champions
because you exemplified the meaning of The Beautiful Game.

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yip, that's me alright.

in wry amusement

this is so bad.
euro's wrecking my life.
everyday i sleep at 5 am and arise 12 hours later 5 pm.
alert and bright-eyed, eager to start the day.
only to realise everyone else had theirs spent and are too tired to do anything abt me.
harrrrrrrrrumph.

henceforth,
i spend my day lounging around at home
exhausting all my cable channels
blogsurfing everyone's at least thrice
while waiting for the match to commence at 0245 am
and feel only then, has my day truly begun.

such a no-lifer.

in my opinion,
everyone should blog
at least thrice a day
to keep no-lifers like me occupied and entertained.

so, blog on ppl

portugal 2 : 1 holland

good morning world!

yeah it's phenomenonal to see me up sooooo bloody early.
am still flushed with adrenalin following portugal's deserving win over holland, ushering them into the finals. yesssss
rang joyce up for a mini celebration.
ron took his shirt off and got a yellow for that. haha
but it was all well worth the card. *grins

just saw dad and kent off to work and sch respectively.

in slightly over 5 hours i will be meeting my hpb workmates at sentosa.
i just hope i can wake up in time for that.
or maybe i should just not sleep.

hmmm...