boo!

just heard from laishan
we got a c for our js2216 project proposal.
considering the time and effort put in for that lousy 10%,
not mentioning the sacrifices made on my part
i'd say we deserve more than that.
a C.
RAH!
have never gotten anything below a b- before in uni
and i bloody well intend to keep it that way.

so sue me.

the end of midterm

our silly pillow fights over nothing
wordlessly plonking a huge cushion over me
blocking out the annoying trickling of water so i could sleep
you teasing my acute handicap at maps road junctions directions etc
deliberately making me guide you the way home. hahha
teaching me risk
poring over your photo albums - from cute toddler, gawky teen, blah
laughing at how hilariously nerdy you looked last time
and awfully proud of the person you've become now
stepped into tiffany&co with me in an air of brash defiance
wearing crabby shorts and tees
plain obvious we can't afford anything there
"i want everything... but not now."
i admire your guts man :) and lofty materialistic aspirations as well. hah
carrying my heavy bag like a gentleman when i complained
attempting to peel prawns for me, albeit pathetically. lol

for whatever happens, i know we'd be good friends.

feel like piercing my ears
!!!
yeah i know... finally.
news of the year man
cos i'm sick of unwittingly losing my pretty earrings
them falling off at the most awkward of moments
and i've been wanting diamond studs for the longest time.
now, who'd be so nice
and let me yank your arm off over my noisy shrieks? :)

uc'05

it's so funny
how things never turn out the way you expect

trying to get together the sirius ppl for unioncamp'05
and looking back
it's those ppl whom i thought would leave
that actually stayed.
d4 lester sky shuangz june
they've become real friends
ppl i can bitch tease whine joke complain with on msn
closer than hi-bye acquaintances you meet per sem per module
amazing what a 5D4N camp can do.

they might think i'm crazy after this
(shuangz, les i know you guys are reading)
but y'all are the ppl i consider as friends from uni
glad we went thru shit hell and back again in sirius
the crazy running cheering
and i wouldn't want anyone else but you guys
like what les would say
it's all yuan fen.

guess the pressure's on us this time to win
and it's all that marc's fault!
imbuing in us the champion spirit
his die-die-also-must-win attitude
lol.
i admit i'd feel lousy if we lose.
but argh heck it.
the impt thing is that we all have FUN yeah? :)

with you

finally met up after what seems like infinity
realised i missed your infectious grin the most :)

you just light me up
i'm sorry the movie sucked major
and you bored your ass off waiting for me.
but i loved today - loads fun
and for once,
the intermittent silence between us
felt comfortable relaxed and content.
i'm a happy girl :)

went bargainhunting with joyce and chin yesterday
after the horribly long bizcom agm
kreta ayer market
hmm got pretty nice stuff if you know how to dig for 'em.
bought two pairs of shades for 20 bucks
the huge oversized celebrity ones
one in black, the other in bold white outline
cool.
let's go back there again!

finally got my laptop loan done and over with
junming being my nice guarantor
now it's just the wait - 2 or 3 months.
oh well...
i console myself
with the fact that i can afford to.

weili

weili's so amazingly hilarious
was walking around arts with him
whiling our time away waiting for our next lesson
he had me exploding in laughter
entertaining me with his uni and jc daring escapades
he peppers a liberal dose of f*cks in his sentences
and heh, quite loudly too.
i presume the girls around us weren't too impressed. hahha
well, i suppose it's a ns thing. *shrugs

weili: i was eating at the what you call it, eh... laughing lizard?
me: (stunned) you mean, the grinning gecko?

*lol.

what an incredible senior.

i hate to admit it
but it's eating at me.
fine.
i miss you like crazy.

yay

my good samaritan neighbour
(btw isn't "good" redundant with samaritan?)
the one who lent me the scv box
works as a tailor... in CLUB21!
uh huh and that's not all
she has a staff discount card
entitled to a freaking 40% off!
i'm in such ectasy now :) :) :)
can you believe that?!?
how often do you come across a club21 employee?
like never?
plus, my feb issue of catalog just arrived
ahh, i feel so blessed :)

v

you are my valentine.

amtr

you surprised me with a gerbera bouquet
that simple gesture was enough to take my breath away
did nothing much but walked around in circles
until we caught the movies
you noticed my yawning in seoulraiders
and my silent tearing in moment to remember
thanks for being close to me
letting me dump all the veggies into your bowl
feeling helpless not being able to wipe my tears away
managing to catch my soft mutterings
noticing the little things i noticed
and being the bankrupt me today
you paying for everything first
and generally being the atm
lastly sending me home til the lift lobby.
have to say you astounded me
with everything :)

who am i kidding

surprise surprise
i'm not over you.
not yet.
not by a long shot darling.

even if it's to the point where it hurts like crazy,
i still do.

i do still like you.
unabashedly so.

tsktsk

streaked/bleached/dyed my hair today with shuangz and her friend
at this salon in ulu fortune centre
for a hefty 140 bucks.
i know, it's crazy.
should be reasonable for my hair length
plus there's cut/colour/highlight/spa colour therapy.

well it looks nice
but it didn't quite turn out the way i wanted it to be
i wanted the sunkissed blonde with dark streaks
but i got something like blonde streaks in coffee hair.
man that sounds gross.
hahha ok lah
just gotta live with it.
guess i'd be happier if i got my desired tones, that's all.
sigh.
well newly coloured tresses for the new year ahead.
and that's $140 down the drain...

happy feb 5 ron&sky!

guess i'm finally learning to let go
the realization just hit me this morn when i got up
i know i said i was tired before
but tired doesn't mean anything
you know you can be drained
and still be as obsessed.

i'm just gonna see you as a good friend for now
and i'm alright
my heart's being shattered in slow-mo
but i'm seeing it from a distance
sure there's sound but i'm not pricked by the flying shards

i can honestly say i'm not lying this time
relieved. the bittersweet kind.
well at least i'm moving on.

on a happier (or rather, older) note
Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro & Sky Chen Juncai...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
sounds like a married gay couple. lol.

my darling boy ron
hmm when will you come to your senses
and realise i'm The One for you?
not that portuguese jordano girl.
nevertheless continue to keep me spellbound
with your dazzling footwork and cute grin yeah
flash 'em more!
stripping of jerseys once in a while would be a bonus too.
love ya :)

sky!
22 now eh still so spastic... tsktsk.
haha ok enjoy feb 5, it's your day!

shuzhen!

shopped and dined with shuzhen today
such bloody fun to be with that pretty lass
love her forthright candidness and auntie comments
we always have something new to share
juicy gossip over guys food clothes blah :)
and we both agree that zara collections are getting worse. haha
snapped tons of pretty shots with her mitsubishi hp along orchard
can't wait for her to send it over to me!

haagendazs banoffee's scrumptious :)

pathetic

man can't believe it
even june can tell i'm down and out - listless.
i was accompanying her for lunch
and hey i was already trying to sound cheery!
oh this sucks.
i'm such a lousy actress.
no wonder joyce says she can read me like a book.
how much more transparent can i possibly get?

my eyes glance furtively at the hp
even when it just beeps to lock.
sheesh.

better already

bro uses copious amounts of my bodyshop strawberry lipbalm.
he declares guys who deny their girlfriend's existence are "f*cked up".
a trip to fox hair with nyd has turned me into an instant convert
i love it
the balmy shampoo they used
the soothing scalp massage
the way the stylist fussed over my tresses like i'm some VIP
the haircream he applied into my hair that made it so soft and silky! *coos
i feel like going back to grab a bottle of that.
ahh... i felt soo pampered.

caught a sex&thecity episode today at lit lect
(along with southpark but who cares)
and mind you, it's the full uncut american version
mindblowingly hilarious.
it ROCKS - i'm hooked.
sarahjessicaparker with her freaking gorgeous manolo blahniks.
i don't care, i want a pair too!
hilarious sexpot samantha.
horny miranda.
you can totally relate to the single girl mentality
while checking out parker's incredibly funky outfits
her squeaky voice needs some getting used to though
she's doing the voiceover too. sigh.
the BEST thing, keith has the entire satc collection
and he's lending them to me after the exams! YAY YAY YAY :) :) :)
keith i love you already! hahha